Helivishy

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It will be fun they said It will be good for you They said Why is it such a big deal for you They asked Why is it so hard for you to let go? To let go of everything I once knew And to go to some place as foreign as Mars And to call it an escape? An escape from all of the stress from home An escape from all of the small town drama Why couldn’t I have just stayed there With the safety of the mountains And the comfort of my friends And trade it all for what? A new place in a city within a city Six lanes of smaug and cars With little to no respite from the heat A school of gamers and introverts I’d fit in perfectly They said I’

They always say that there is a beast inside that is unwilling to give in To give up And just let them take you To just give up and let them shoot up that cage that you are in And let you fall to your inevitable doom As the Stukas, Tupolevs, and Spitfires swarm You won’t get out you see Not when it dives at 300 knots It is hard to watch someone you care for The one you love Fall down from the heavens Engine one, gone Engines three and four? Well, they are turning the one grand plane Into a small pile of ashes I have been there The place where the flak is so thick you could coat the entire world with it It is tough And for it to end A

Driven to the brink and back Driven into madness as I scream from the top of my lungs Will I return? Will I come back? I’m not sure But I’m so So Tired Long miles have my boots traveled Thier soles are sturdy But they are flat in the ball and ground in at the heel So many miles have they seen So many puddles they have trudge through So many times have I wanted to stop So many hills have I climbed So many times have I wanted to turn back But I can’t Because in the wise words of my father It is easier to throw rocks at people from the top of the mountain, Than it is to throw them from the bottom Beaten and broken are they T

Waiting It can be the most stressful thing on the world Sent her that message But she hesn't responded yet Shocker She had a ton of homework to do She won't see it Not yet But I want an answer Why? Because I want to know if I'm just being an insecure fool who doesn't want to lose her again!! Does she still like him? Romantically? No..... Not after what he did. One would hope anyway But..... I can't help but be scared You asked her She will let you know I know but..... But what? What if she is pissed? What is she is angry because I thought that perhaps she does still have romantic feeling for him? Not much that you can do but wait and see But

I'm lost So Freaking Lost Lost in myself And pain that should have ended But why? Why?!?!?!? Does it keep invading my thoughts? Something that I lost Something that was given to me Something that I created Her every word Stuck And yet I have tried to move on But why am I stuck! It's selfish of me To think that she hasn't moved on To think that she hasn't gotten rid of this pain But why?! Why am I so lost? ....... I don't know what to do..... I stay occupied I keep moving Talking Anything to keep my mind off of the past I can't go back I can't change it!!! Yet it haunts me........ Like a plague...... It has torn my open Slowly But it is when